Why did God make you and all things?

Welcome to my journey of walking with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He has chosen a path for me filled with blessings, challenges and opportunities to trust Him above and beyond my imaginings. Here I hope to share much of what the Lord is teaching me as He works to refine me for His own Glory.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Bearing Down

"Now for this very reason also, applying all diligence, in your faith supply moral excellence, and in your moral excellence, knowledge, and in your knowledge, self-control, and in your self-control, perseverance, and in your perseverance, godliness, and in your godliness, brotherly kindness, and in your brotherly kindness, love. For if these qualities are yours and are increasing, they render you neither useless nor unfruitful in the true knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ." 2 Peter 1:5-8 NAS

Definitions & References:

applying: (KJV "giving") to bear into, beside; pereisphero. This is the only place this word is used in the New Testament.

diligence: haste, speed; spoude. Rom. 12:8, Heb. 6:11, Jude 3

supply: (KJV "add") to furnish abundantly; epichoregeo. This is the only place this word is used in the New Testament.

moral excellence: (KJV "virtue") force, strength (of mind or body); arete. Phil. 4:8, 2 Pet. 1:3

knowledge: gnosis; many references. 1 Cor. 1:5 - "enriched in all knowledge (note: we have all the knowledge we need - it is sufficiently supplied - we have only to attain it.)

self-control: (KJV "temperance") self-restraint, continence; egkrateia. Acts 24:25, Gal. 5:23

perseverance: (KJV patience) endurance, continuance; hupomone. Many references

godliness: piety, reverance; eusebia. Many references, especially in 1 Timothy
     piety: obedient love of the will of God and zealous devotion to His service

brotherly kindness: love; philadelphia. Rom. 12:10, 1 Thes. 4:9, Heb. 13:1, 2 Pet. 1:7

love: (KJV "charity") agape. Many references.

useless: (KJV "barren") not working; argos. This is the only verse using this word in the New Testament

unfruitful: without fruit; akarpos. Matt. 13:12, Mk 4:19, 1 Cor. 14:14, Eph. 5:11, Titus 3:14

Taking these definitions into account, here are some excerpts from my journal giving my "full color" understanding of these verses.

Because I have these amazing promises of God that have made me a part of who He is, I have to bear down urgently - giving all of my strength to hasten an abundant supply of force and strength of my mind and body. This abundance of strength will lead to disciplines that bring knowledge of the truths that have been sufficiently given to me in Christ. This strength will develop self-restraint, which flows from the knowledge of Christ. This self-control strengthens my perseverance - enables me to endure and continue on because I turn away from those things that feed my flesh.

My perseverance produces godliness - which is piety- an obedient love of the will of God and zealous devotion to His service. Perseverance produces REAL love - actively loving through obedience and devotion. This devotion - this active love - pours out as brotherly kindness and love - Philadelphia!

The quest of learning to love as Christ loves produces fruit resulting from bearing down into the prior exercises of my faith.

When I think of this bearing down, I, of course, think of childbirth. The exhausting work of bringing forth the amazing gift the Lord has created for me to enjoy. My body will do this work - I have no choice - the gift will come. I can fear it or embrace and join the work my body is doing. When I join in, my labor is effective, accomplishing what my body is created to do.

In this same way, the Spirit of God is at work in me, laboring to accomplish God's purpose, bringing forth His good gifts. When I join Him in this work, when I bear down into this labor, there is so much I gain, leading to the reward. I gain strength of my mind and body. I gain the knowledge of God. I gain self-control, enabling me to endure and press on. I gain a beautiful understanding of and ability to actively love my Lord, thereby bringing forth the gift of brotherly love that is the true mark of a follower or Christ. Just as birthing a baby ushers me into Motherhood, true, active, serving, Christ-love ushers me in to the Brotherhood of Believers.

This is a beautiful analogy. Labor begins and increases in intensity. These qualities must also increase as my efforts increase. As I progress in this labor, as I join the work the Spirit is doing, I bear fruit. I bring forth the gifts of God. I am not barren. I am working efficiently, as God created me to do. I bring forth the amazing gifts - fruit - that the Lord has created for me to enjoy and share.

Beautiful, Lord! Thank you for this. Not only does it give me a uniqe perspective on your work in my life, I find a new appreciation and gratitude for the physical process of childbirth. As you know, I have struggled to embrace and treasure that call on my life as I should.

"For I am the Lord your God, who upholds your right hand, who says to you, 'Do not fear, I will help you.'" Isaiah 41:13

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Need I say more?

I will extol thee, my God, O king; and I will bless thy name for ever and ever.
Every day will I bless thee; and I will praise thy name for ever and ever.
Great is the LORD, and greatly to be praised; and his greatness is unsearchable.
One generation shall praise thy works to another, and shall declare thy mighty acts.
I will speak of the glorious honour of thy majesty, and of thy wondrous works.
And men shall speak of the might of thy terrible acts: and I will declare thy greatness.
They shall abundantly utter the memory of thy great goodness, and shall sing of thy righteousness.
The LORD is gracious, and full of compassion; slow to anger, and of great mercy.
The LORD is good to all: and his tender mercies are over all his works.
All thy works shall praise thee, O LORD; and thy saints shall bless thee.
Psalm 145:1-10

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Looking Back...Looking Ahead

In the year 2010...


I Rejoiced…
>when our baby girl, Honoree’ Faith, burst into our lives
>when the Lord used His people to help meet our monetary needs during several months without work
>at the start of a home church meeting in our house
>in the gift of beginning a new friendship
>in teaching another child to read
>watching my husband and oldest daughter commit to purity in her life
>over baby kittens!
>when I found I was down 5 pounds from my pre-pregnancy weight a week after giving birth
>when a dear friend and her family returned from the mission field and later welcomed a new baby to their family!

I Grieved…
>during the hurt and struggle my husband faced while searching for work in the winter months
>the diagnosis of Gestational Diabetes in the last weeks of my pregnancy
>the loss of my planned home and water birth when pressed to deliver at a local hospital due to “policies”.
>when my 4 year old daughter broke her arm
>the ending of our home church
>the ending of a dear family friendship
>gaining 20lbs 6 months during my post partum season
>fighting the baby blues
>the poor state of our garden

I Learned…
>Humility brings blessing
>the Lord truly will not rest until He has dealt with a matter
>that Seven isn’t all that I feared
>Seven is still a Number to Be Reckoned With
>my husband has great insight and ability to guide me
>waiting on the Lord is hard and reveals my terrible lack of patience and trust
>I *enjoy* exercise and I *can* lose weight while nursing, even though it requires much diligence
>I like the Wii.

In the year 2011...

I Pray…
>I would grow in my bible reading and prayer life
>I would strengthen heartstrings with my children
>I will learn to love as the Lord teaches, setting aside the worldly mindset of love
>I will make relationships a priority in my life
>I will slow down, de-stress and grow in humility and let go of anger
>I will stay faithful to my health and fitness goals, resulting in a stronger and healthier lifestyle for our whole family
>our family will find a home church and ministry in which to serve

I Resolve…
>to walk 100 miles by March
>to increase my physical activity daily
>to learn how to make and use sourdough
>to increase raw food in our diet
>to find a new physical activity I’ve never tried but will enjoy regularly
>to send personal notes weekly
>to leave a comment each time I visit a blog or receive an email
>to establish a weekly “date” with my children
>to tend the gardens and yard better this year
>to pray for and reach out to our neighbors weekly